Sucks..

So what do you do when you have feelings for someone, but you know it will never work out. There are fun moments that you are excited about and maybe you and him are on a level that you have never been on, but you know in your heart that you will never be with him. You have a connection on a very sexual level, but he already has told you that he never wants to get married and he never wants to have a relationship with anyone ever again. The more you spend time with him, the more you want him, and then you find yourself tickled with good vibes when you think about how good the two of you would be together. Sigh* I guess I will have to just live without him that way and enjoy what I have... Sucks for us girls sometimes...