Time to tell me the truth
To burden your mouth for what you say
No pieces of paper in the way
'Cause I can't continue pretending to choose
These opposite sides on which we fall
The loving you laters if at all
No right minds could wrong, be this many times
My memory is cruel
I'm queen of attention to details
Defending intentions if he fails
Until now, he told me her name
It sounded familiar in a way
That I could have sworn I'd heard him say it
Ten thousand times, oh, if only I had been listening
Leave unsaid, unspoken
Eyes wide shut, unopened
You and me always between the lines
Between the lines
I thought I, thought I was ready to bleed
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That we'd move from the shadows on the wall
Stand in the center of it all
Too late, two choices, to stay or to leave
Mine was so easy to uncover
He'd already left with the other
So I learned to listen through silence
Leave unsaid, unspoken
Eyes wide shut, unopened
You and me always be
You and me always be
I tell myself all the words he surely meant to say
I'll talk until the conversation doesn't stay on
Wait for me, I'm almost ready when he meant let go
Leave unsaid, unspoken
Eyes wide shut, unopened
You and me always be
You and me always between the lines
Between the lines, between the lines
Monday, April 18, 2011
Monday, April 11, 2011
Never..
Anger rages through me
It’s tarring me apart
How could you do this
How could you break my heart?
With no consequences
You went on your merry way
To other things and ways of life
That only falanderers play
It rises up inside me
The anger that I feel
Because you made me this way
How am I supposted to feel?
How can I trust another
You fucked me up inside
I feel bad for the man
Who has to sometime get inside
All I wanted was your love
And affection is all I ask
How could I not have known
You were being such an ass
It easier to not feel pain
Cause anger is all I feel
I can’t believe I fell for your lies
Were you never ever real?
Where to go from here
Well I can move on you see
Because deep inside I know now
You were never good enough for me
It’s tarring me apart
How could you do this
How could you break my heart?
With no consequences
You went on your merry way
To other things and ways of life
That only falanderers play
It rises up inside me
The anger that I feel
Because you made me this way
How am I supposted to feel?
How can I trust another
You fucked me up inside
I feel bad for the man
Who has to sometime get inside
All I wanted was your love
And affection is all I ask
How could I not have known
You were being such an ass
It easier to not feel pain
Cause anger is all I feel
I can’t believe I fell for your lies
Were you never ever real?
Where to go from here
Well I can move on you see
Because deep inside I know now
You were never good enough for me
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Pain
You hurt me in a way I can’t talk about
Why did you do that, couldn’t we have talked it out?
What makes you think you’re the exception to the rule
When all along you just made me feel like a fool.
I cried tears of pain and anger you see
I don’t think you shed one tear for me
Why did you do it
Why don’t you care?
I feel so lost, and in a realm of despair.
Its harder to let you go, when everyone is pushing me to
I gotta let you go the way I really want to
To forget the fact you exist, is a lot harder then it seems
I need to just erase the horrible parts of the scenes
Where are you now?
Maybe living with her, hmm.. I wonder
Maybe it’s right to concure
I was the one who got hurt in the end
You didn’t even shed a tear, why couldn’t you then?
Its hard to think of all the good times with you
When they always lead up the bad ones too
I can let you go and move on you see
But you certainly made my heart not wanna see
All the bad that you posess and I can’t believe I was impressed
You told me when we met them, that she reminded you of me
I should have taken as a sign, oh shit why me?
You spent a lot of nights there, kinda strange in a way
To spend so much time with a couple who eventually broke away
You and her became close, you said she’s a sis to me
I think sending naughty pictures, would be incest by me
When you came to pick up your things,
She sat in the front seat,
Why would u bring her? Wouldn’t you wanna be discreet?
Something about you changed, and I really don’t know what
Maybe you were bored of me and u and felt like we were in a rut
You should have said something, that’s what couples need to do
Communication is key, but you never wanted to.
She seemed exciting to you, maybe a little adventurous as well
You walked right into the trap of your own living hell
I got a call from her husband to tell me what was up
When I confronted you, you denied it, afraid to get caught up
I'm not stupid, I am smarter then you think
I know how to read the signs now
I wont ever make that blink
Of not seeing whats in front of me,
A cheater non the less, you can’t expect things to go
The way you want more or less
I hear rumors your living with her now
Wow you moved so quick
I should have known you would do this
Remember me and you how quick?
You told people we had been over for quite a bit of time
Yet when I was told you said that,
It was the day after that it chimed
You heart wasn’t in it, you weren’t happy anymore,
So instead of talking it out,
You decided to sleep with a whore.
I thought you were the one for me
Forever me and you
I think it’s time you know
I’m getting over you.
Why did you do that, couldn’t we have talked it out?
What makes you think you’re the exception to the rule
When all along you just made me feel like a fool.
I cried tears of pain and anger you see
I don’t think you shed one tear for me
Why did you do it
Why don’t you care?
I feel so lost, and in a realm of despair.
Its harder to let you go, when everyone is pushing me to
I gotta let you go the way I really want to
To forget the fact you exist, is a lot harder then it seems
I need to just erase the horrible parts of the scenes
Where are you now?
Maybe living with her, hmm.. I wonder
Maybe it’s right to concure
I was the one who got hurt in the end
You didn’t even shed a tear, why couldn’t you then?
Its hard to think of all the good times with you
When they always lead up the bad ones too
I can let you go and move on you see
But you certainly made my heart not wanna see
All the bad that you posess and I can’t believe I was impressed
You told me when we met them, that she reminded you of me
I should have taken as a sign, oh shit why me?
You spent a lot of nights there, kinda strange in a way
To spend so much time with a couple who eventually broke away
You and her became close, you said she’s a sis to me
I think sending naughty pictures, would be incest by me
When you came to pick up your things,
She sat in the front seat,
Why would u bring her? Wouldn’t you wanna be discreet?
Something about you changed, and I really don’t know what
Maybe you were bored of me and u and felt like we were in a rut
You should have said something, that’s what couples need to do
Communication is key, but you never wanted to.
She seemed exciting to you, maybe a little adventurous as well
You walked right into the trap of your own living hell
I got a call from her husband to tell me what was up
When I confronted you, you denied it, afraid to get caught up
I'm not stupid, I am smarter then you think
I know how to read the signs now
I wont ever make that blink
Of not seeing whats in front of me,
A cheater non the less, you can’t expect things to go
The way you want more or less
I hear rumors your living with her now
Wow you moved so quick
I should have known you would do this
Remember me and you how quick?
You told people we had been over for quite a bit of time
Yet when I was told you said that,
It was the day after that it chimed
You heart wasn’t in it, you weren’t happy anymore,
So instead of talking it out,
You decided to sleep with a whore.
I thought you were the one for me
Forever me and you
I think it’s time you know
I’m getting over you.