When you dream..

When you dream of someone they say that, that means that that person is thinking of you. I think that particular saying is complete and udder bullshit. I doubt that the guy or girl that broke your heart into a million pieces and basically ruined who you were at one point, is gonna look back and regret what he or she did. Most people who are vindictive and horrible to others, don't even realize their mistakes. It can take months or even years later till they realize what a horrible person they were. If you bf or gf cheated on you, they moved on and they don't care what happens to you. Now there are exceptions to the rule, but they are few and far between. So in other words, when someone walks away, just leave it alone and if they pop up in a dream, they are just part of the sub conscious of your brain, nothing more.

Losing someone you care about..

I am sorry I have not been able to write as often. When life gives you lemons you gotta try to make lemonade. My good friend Jesse Perez past away this last week from Sarcoma Cancer. Today I went to the burial and made my last respects to the family and to say my goodbye to him. Death is never an easy thing to deal with. I watched his family break into tears and his father raise his hands several times to the sky. Once the doves were let go, I broke down. It's hard watching someone who was only 23/24 years old die so young. You will always be remembered Jesse, for your kind heart and loving personality. You were one of the most talented actors I know and I'm sure you have a center stage role in heaven. RIP Jesse P.