I found him!

I found my Knight in Shining Armor. He is everything I could ever want and more! He makes me feel like I can fly and I just can't get enough of him. Let me start from the beginning. I met this guy Je. on okcupid about 3 months ago. We were going to hang out but never had the chance to until one night he randomly called me and was like lets hang out. He came to pick me up and little did he know I already knew the other girl in the car. It was M. So me and M hung out with them for the night and W came along as well. Well.. J seemed interested in M so I backed off and decided to try to see where me and Je. could go. Well that blew up in my face the minute I realized I had a bigger thing for J then Je. So anyhow.. Me and J started talking and then he started txting M all this stuff, which created drama and so I thought to myself maybe I should just forget it and find someone else. Well On Sept 11th, A got jumped at the skatepark and ended up in the hospital. So I went as fast as I could to go see him and J and Je came to visit to make sure he was ok. That night I knew J wanted to be there for me and that there was a possibility. W and K kept telling me back off... he isn't interested and he wont be. You are not his type. Little did they know that, that same day was the day that he asked me to be his and we have been inseparable ever since. My parents absolutely love him and he is basically living at my house. We are both looking for jobs again since I lost my job at Teavana. I could not ask for a better boyfriend. He is charming, loving, handsome, caring, smart, gosh and the list goes on and on. I hope I never lose him. He means so much to me and I couldn't imagine life without him at this point.

Fucking asshole..

Why does W constantly do this? Make fun of me? Call me tubby and fat ass and think its ok. I dont appreciate it nor do I like it. Its like he needs to make fun of me to make himself feel better... It pisses me off soooo bad! Why does he have to hurt me? Why? I'm passed the point of crying over it... I am just lividly pissed that he seems to have to spit out hurtful words.. and I get pissed when he fucking ignores me, but its not ok for me to be pissed at him. He has to spit out fuck you and be a total asshole. I know he cares, but sometimes I have a hard time figuring out how and why? Why blackmail someone to pay for your car? Why tell them if u don't pay for it your not going to be their friend anymore? WTF! What kinda friendship is that? Whatever.. I'm over it...