How do you move on when your heart tells you to
hold on? How do you let someone go, after you have been waiting so long. Its
never easy to let go.. It’s never easy to walk away from someone. It takes a
lot of courage to walk away. To kiss the way you felt goodbye and just move on.
You have been told over and over again, its not going to work out, yet everyone
around you is telling you different and you don’t know who to believe. Normally
when someone asks you why you like someone you have an answer, but for this
particular person, I didn’t have one. Someone asked me and all I could say was
“He is amazing”. I couldn’t come up with a reason why I wanted to be with him.
Yea he is gorgeous and has a great body. Maybe I like him because of the way he
looks, but I have never been one to go on looks. I always find the person
inside as the thing that makes my heart flutter. The type of guy who would do
anything for you and just be there whenever you needed a shoulder to cry on.
That’s another thing. I can be a bit too emotional at times, I can be a bit out of my element at times and it seems that when I am, I feel guilty for feeling that way. Why should you feel guilty about being who you are? If someone cant respect who you are, as you are. Then they are not worth the time, especially in a relationship. You should never change who you are so that someone will date you because of those changes. Like for example, I’m a heavier woman. I’m not fat and I’m not skinny, I am kinda in the middle. I happened to have found a certain guy who wanted a size 3 or smaller and then he automatically would pick them to be with because of their size. So automatically I wanted to be that size, but then I thought to myself, if I change my size for this one guy, who’s to say he will still want me? Or ever want me for that matter? You cant change the way you are to date someone. You need to be who you are and have someone love you for all your pros and cons. Ok so maybe you chew with your mouth open, maybe you pop your gum, whatever it may be, it’s a part of you. So be you! End of story!
That’s another thing. I can be a bit too emotional at times, I can be a bit out of my element at times and it seems that when I am, I feel guilty for feeling that way. Why should you feel guilty about being who you are? If someone cant respect who you are, as you are. Then they are not worth the time, especially in a relationship. You should never change who you are so that someone will date you because of those changes. Like for example, I’m a heavier woman. I’m not fat and I’m not skinny, I am kinda in the middle. I happened to have found a certain guy who wanted a size 3 or smaller and then he automatically would pick them to be with because of their size. So automatically I wanted to be that size, but then I thought to myself, if I change my size for this one guy, who’s to say he will still want me? Or ever want me for that matter? You cant change the way you are to date someone. You need to be who you are and have someone love you for all your pros and cons. Ok so maybe you chew with your mouth open, maybe you pop your gum, whatever it may be, it’s a part of you. So be you! End of story!
