I care..

I don't know why after all this time I still seem to care about him and all his life activities. He meant so much to me at one point, I just can't let go of the fact that he is no longer mine. I don't know what to do anymore. Sometimes I feel like I just expect him to come back, but I can see that's not gonna happen. He walked away and doesn't care. He is out having a good old time with his new woman F.. I wish he would have at least been honest with me and told me he was with her instead of telling me that he loves me still and wants to be with me again. Ugh!