Friday, November 26, 2010
Thanksgiving...
I dont think I will ever have a thanksgiving quite like the one I had tonight. I have never had a boyfriend on Thanksgiving and today was the first time I did. It started out with everyone meeting him which most people already knew him. We all hung out, bullshitted about this and that and drank some wine, vodka, rum or whatever your choosing was. We all then went to the kitchen table and picked out our wide assortment of foods. We had a lot of food and we all sat down to eat. All of this was extremely normal for a regular thanksgiving except for one thing. This was the first time in a year that I had seen my family all together. I didn't go to anything last year and it just hit me as I sat down. My mom's best friend Debbie rose her glass to just say a general prayer for everyone and that's when it hit me. I was so thankful for what I had in front of me. All the people that support me even though I abandoned my family for a full year.. All the feeling came to me and as soon as my mom stopped talking was when I burst into tears. Not on purpose.. not even for the idea of being upset. It was tears of joy. I was then surprised to look over and find not only I was crying, but so was my boyfriend. When I looked at him and saw him crying i asked him, baby why should u be crying? He replied.. I miss my family and I am so thankful I found you and have you in my life. Your stuck with me. It was just so amazing to have him tell me how wonderful it was to have me in his life. He is the best thing to ever happen to me and I can't wait to spend all my holidays with him. I love him so much and he made this a thanksgiving I will never forget!
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